The following day, a scandal involving Sakurako and Sensei made the headlines. Haah...? Lately, Sensei has been seeing me so often I can't help but smile.My sin is that...because of Sensei, I can no longer control my own desires.Right now, I've completely hit rock bottom...I even find myself wishing that time would just stop right here. Perhaps this is what people would call possessiveness? No, there's a touch of jealousy mixed in as well. N-no, this is unacceptable, Sakurako.
Feelings like this are against our doctrine. Sensei is there for everyone, after all.But, the more I think about it, the more anxious I get... Has Sensei become more important to me than my own faith? N-no good! I must confess! I wonder if Sensei will be seeing someone else after this... I feel a strange tightness deep in my chest.
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