Yeah, I know.

I understand more than enough

that I'm not good at it.

I wouldn't even starting in the first place if I wasn't prepared for this...

..."Then why am I doing this" you ask?

That's simple.

Even if I'm bad at it. Even if I can't keep up. Even if I get left behind.

The way I keep continuing is how I show my "seriousness" towards drawing. That's why!

That's why... That's why...